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A male and female champion faced off     It was a debate like no other          The crowd was excited               Everybody cheered The heated debate of the century began     Each giving their own points of view          Not one backing down               Teeth were clenched                   Feet planted on the ground. Rebuttals were fierce     Harsh at times          But were all well thought of               Voices were loud                    Emotions flowed                         The atmosphere ... tense It seemed like the discussion...     will never end... Until The male champion said ...     "I am s

Oh I've seen him… I've talked to him…  I've shared a tear or two He is not like what you expect … He is not scary nor ugly …  He has no horns and no pointy tail … He will come on a white horse .. As a handsome young man  As the man of your dreams … He will say all the things that you want to hear … He will promise you the entire universe …  He will make you his queen. Once you think you are safe and secured... And you think you are on top of the world…  He will then show his true form … A man who is gutless… With a tongue full of lies ..  And a selfish heart  

After surviving a tragic event in my life … I became somewhat like the "expert" on things regarding matters of the heart. I am near no expert … it just so happened that my previous relationship lasted longer than everybody else's before it crashed. My relationship was no better as compared to others … you know why … because it resulted with the same unwanted ending …an unhappy one. My close friends come to me and ask for advise … thinking that I am more knowledgeable … more experienced …BUT I'm not. My heart, my spirit, my confidence and my self esteem was as shattered as theirs. People think I'm toug

Do you think he'll find me? Is there someone looking for me? Will he be like the one I am trying to get away from? Or is he the complete opposite? Will I wait? Or should I start to look for him too? Should I just accept the obvious? Or should I fight for what I feel is right? Will I be prepared when he comes? Am I ready to be found?

I woke up one bright Monday morning ... and said to myself ... "It's time!" It's time to pick up the shattered pieces of my heart on the floor. It would be easier if I used a broom or even faster if I used a vacuum ... but instead I decided to pick up each piece one by one. As I sat on the floor and gathered the pieces one by one ... I recalled the events that previously occurred and Oh Yes ... they were so clear, just like watching HD TV. You reached out and with your sharp talons ... and very very slowly you dug deep into my chest ... and grabbed my beating heart You looked straight into my eyes and you squeezed my heart ... blood t

I Do… … Need to go … Not know where … Hope you tell me why … Not understand I Have … … Tried to fix it … Not succeeded … Forgiven you … Not Forgotten I Will … … Move on .. … Not be destroyed … Live and be happy … Not be disheartened I am … An entire being … Not a "half" of something … A person with a future … … Not just your past I do … hope you let me go I have … peace in my heart and mind  I will … not let you stop me …because     I am leaving… without saying good bye.

If time slips ...       and the sparks fade away We have our friendship to hold on to...        come what may There will be much pain        but there'll be a cure It will be the bond between the best of friends       strong, reliable and pure We will not let each other       be only a thing of the past Because I know our connection...     will be there to last Not enough, it is ...      to only believe Love is something that is felt      in order to be received Only to you, I promise        to always be here You will never miss me ...     'cause I will be near I will be your guardian, your adviser ...        y

I became an easy target …  Gullible … innocent … naive I actually believed that there was someone … Crazy … daring … honest … Who can accept me I thought you were the person … Mr. Right… prince charming … my soul mate But all that you have shown me were not true Fiction … Illusion … lies … I believed… I fell in love with the perfect man … Honest … understanding … faithful You became different … Secretive … impatient … rude I stayed … The next events were expected … Predictable … obvio

Q1: Can you have more than 1 true love? A: Well … personally … if I was asked that question maybe 10 years ago  … I would quickly answer "Of Course Not" … But as I became more mature ... You know what I realized … once you learn how to give true love …   you know that despite the pain attached, you know deep in your soul that there is no other way to love someone … Q2: Can you have more than 1 true love at the same time? A: When your love is true, you give your entire being. How can you give 100% if it will be divided into 2? Simple math! Q3: Can you have more than 1 true love in a lifetime? A: Definit

A friend once asked me …"Are you one of the lucky ones to experience true love?" Being single as it is … I answered a firm NO! She smiled and said … I think you have … you are just not lucky … She was right … There was once a point in my life when I thought I knew what it was … I thought it was about 2 people who love each other unconditionally …who will stick together no matter what … I was wrong … well … partly wrong … True love does not have to involve 2 people .. Because sometimes … in a relationship … not both parties involved can give such kind of love….